With no one to rule over me,
And nothing to stop me from living in sin,
Not God, especially not He!
To be free to live how I like to please,
To fight the truth to the end,
Oh, how I love to live my own life,
Belief I want to suspend!
Even though I've heard of the truth of his word,
The fact is I love darkness more,
Hating the light, I just want to fight,
Everyone who hopes in the Lord!
God is the object of all of my scorn,
Obnoxious in all His demands,
Detest Him, I do, with all of my heart,
Oh, I hate His laws and commands!
Forgetting that He made me, and I am His,
My heart loves to wallow in sin,
Yet deep down I know I'm fighting with God,
Losing the battle within!
I wish it were not so, the truth I don't want,
For it says of me I am a sinner,
Everything I love will soon be destroyed, my hope is fast getting thinner!